Benjamin began long term maintenance today. (I notice I have a tendency to isolate this fact, like it needs verification. It is still sinking in.) It was a super early… Continue Reading Day 299
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Day 298
I am being granted the opportunity to learn the same lessons over and over and over again. Like, two seemingly contradictory emotions (i.e. anger and gratitude) can and should be able to… Continue Reading Day 298
Day 293
Benji will be entering long term maintenance on Tuesday. I need to just let that sink in for a moment. Regardless of how he got here, Benji’s frontline treatment is over. No… Continue Reading Day 293
Day 266
I woke up exhausted this morning, but grateful that I decided to sit with the decision of whether or when to talk to Benjamin about Hudson’s passing. I felt very clear… Continue Reading Day 266
Day 265
Hudson passed away last night. God I hate typing those words. I found out this morning as I was driving my children to school, scrolling through Facebook at a red… Continue Reading Day 265
Day 256
I was filled with a sense of optimism today. We have overcome last week’s obstacle, and maybe it will be the final one during this phase. Maybe we are really… Continue Reading Day 256