30 was the number of the day today. Benjamin’s absolute neutrophil count (ANC) dipped back down to 30. Not the direction we wanted it to go. This almost certainly means… Continue Reading Day 655/27
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Day 654/26
This Sunday began quietly. Benji slept in a little, and I enjoyed my morning coffee over some research. My moms’ group came through for me on the platelet desensitization question. It… Continue Reading Day 654/26
Day 653/25
Benjamin had a great day today, despite plummeting numbers. His neutrophil count is just 40. That’s lower than it’s been in over a year; he has virtually no immune system.… Continue Reading Day 653/25
Day 652/24
We woke up to good news this morning. Those blasts that went off to pathology were indeed recovery blasts. There are still no leukemia blasts in Benjamin’s peripheral blood. We… Continue Reading Day 652/24
Day 651/23
Benjamin slept in this morning. When he woke up he seemed a little down. Withdrawn. I sat with him and gave him space at the same time. I think he… Continue Reading Day 651/23
Day 650/22
So much information to process, constantly. So many opportunities to wander down dangerous roads, mentally. The rewards are great when the mind is quiet and presence comes easy. Benjamin and… Continue Reading Day 650/22