In my notes last night I wrote, “2:17am, bath 6, so tired.” That’s all. Last night was the third in a row of bath after bath and unsuccessful attempts to… Continue Reading Day 269
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on It was another sleepless night last night. Benji and I finally settled into sleep after midnight. We were up again for warm baths at 1:30am, 2:00am and 2:30am. I was… Continue Reading Day 268
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on Benji woke up again in the middle of the night. He was in and out of the bathtub, his tummy hurting badly, with desperation and exhaustion in his eyes. Finally… Continue Reading Day 267
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on I woke up exhausted this morning, but grateful that I decided to sit with the decision of whether or when to talk to Benjamin about Hudson’s passing. I felt very clear… Continue Reading Day 266
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on Hudson passed away last night. God I hate typing those words. I found out this morning as I was driving my children to school, scrolling through Facebook at a red… Continue Reading Day 265
Day 264
on Benjamin has made his return to the baseball field. This has been a very, very good day. I won’t lie, mornings are usually a struggle. But this morning should have won… Continue Reading Day 264