This has been the hardest day. Even yesterday, the day my Benjamin died, was easier than this. Today he wasn’t here. And I wanted him to be. So badly. I… Continue Reading After.
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I knew that Benjamin would die today. I knew that I would walk outside and feel the Florida February sunshine on my skin, and he wouldn’t, and I would… Continue Reading Day 772/144
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The energy in the room has shifted once again. This happened as the day progressed; this morning, Benjamin walked to the bathroom. This morning, Benjamin was still drinking small sips… Continue Reading Day 771/143
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Comments will be disabled for the foreseeable future as our family focuses on Benjamin’s peaceful passage. Your love and prayers are acutely felt and deeply appreciated. There has been another… Continue Reading Day 770/142
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Since Benjamin’s diagnosis, we have asked for guidance to make decisions for his highest good. Today we were guided in a direction we did not expect, but one that could… Continue Reading Day 769/141
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“Hope is important because it can make the present moment less difficult to bear. If we believe that tomorrow will be better, we can bear a hardship today.” ~Thich Nhat… Continue Reading Day 768/140