Day 758/130

Everything seemed to takeĀ forever today. I don’t know how much of this is based in reality and how much stems from my own anxiety. Benjamin has received his three doses of chemotherapy, but the first wasn’t hung until almost 9pm. Benjamin continues to sleep quite a lot. It’s his escape from pain and it’s fine… Continue Reading Day 758/130

Day 274

As Benji’s fever rose last night, so did his discomfort. He asked for baths with desperation in his eyes. I wanted to keep him in bed, keep his temperature constant and keep his rash from getting exacerbated. We agreed to two baths throughout the night, and the rest of the time he slept. When he… Continue Reading Day 274