In the quiet, comes the grief. In the wind in the backyard. In the sink washing dishes. In the lighting of a candle. In his huge, unbelievable absence. I was alone… Continue Reading In the Quiet.
In the Quiet.
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on A Day of Love, and an Announcement.
on Michael and I couldn’t sleep last night. We both reverted to hourly wake-ups. The first pot of coffee was brewed this morning at 5am. We’ll get used to this, and… Continue Reading A Day of Love, and an Announcement.
In the Moment.
on Last night, sleep came a little more easily. I woke up multiple times, and I know Michael did too, but the wake-ups were short-lived. We are warming to our bed’s embrace.… Continue Reading In the Moment.
After.
on This has been the hardest day. Even yesterday, the day my Benjamin died, was easier than this. Today he wasn’t here. And I wanted him to be. So badly. I… Continue Reading After.
Day 772/144
on I knew that Benjamin would die today. I knew that I would walk outside and feel the Florida February sunshine on my skin, and he wouldn’t, and I would… Continue Reading Day 772/144
Day 771/143
on The energy in the room has shifted once again. This happened as the day progressed; this morning, Benjamin walked to the bathroom. This morning, Benjamin was still drinking small sips… Continue Reading Day 771/143