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The Twelfth Moon

Laura Gilkey on January 31, 2018January 31, 2018

Twelve moons have waxed full Since you took your last sweet breath. I don’t understand.   On your first birthday, We celebrated milestones: Sitting, crawling, words.   You could say… Continue Reading The Twelfth Moon

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The Longest Night

Laura Gilkey on December 22, 2017December 22, 2017

Benjamin was born on the longest night of 2007. It was the night of the Winter Solstice, the night before a full moon, and one of the two proudest nights… Continue Reading The Longest Night

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Surprises.

Laura Gilkey on July 28, 2017July 29, 2017

We are approaching six months since Benjamin died, and every day I am learning new lessons. Some days I cannot move, and some days I find it easy to feel… Continue Reading Surprises.

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Renewal.

Laura Gilkey on April 17, 2017May 8, 2017

Benjamin has been away from this world for 65 days. These last two weeks have been cathartic, fascinating, riveting, unexpected and reassuring. As this Easter season comes to a close, I… Continue Reading Renewal.

Categories: Uncategorized Tags: death, dreams, easter, family, holidays, love, owls, renewal, women19 Comments

Postmortem.

Laura Gilkey on March 19, 2017March 19, 2017

It’s been six weeks and a day since Benjamin’s last breath. I’ve been thinking a lot about this period of time. Six weeks. At six weeks after the births of… Continue Reading Postmortem.

Categories: Uncategorized Tags: death, gratitude, grief, love, research34 Comments

Thank you.

Laura Gilkey on March 5, 2017March 6, 2017

This has been a powerful weekend full of powerful lessons. The ache in my chest won’t go away, and neither will the spinning, in the vacant places. I am overcome… Continue Reading Thank you.

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